— Cheap Trick, Voices
Maybe I am hopelessly foolish for wanting to do this.
This fight is not over; I think it has only just begun.
Let’s do this.
— Chinese Proverb
I don’t think I have felt this sad in a while. Surely there are bigger things and problems in the world but just let me have this. Please. What now? What do I do? ):
Damn it. I’m old.
Sent my baby off into the harsh world of markers and readers last week and I have been thinking of ways to take her back or to tell them to be kind because I don’t think she was ready to go but I had to let her (go) or I would be holding on to her forever and they keep telling me that, to be fair, they are never ready when they go but I don’t care, I want her to be perfect. And maybe I am only feeling the amplified effects of ecstasy mixed with too much fear and anxiety. What can I do but wait. There are bigger things than this. Much bigger. Sure. But a baby is still a baby.
One more day …
Too much Simpsons going on? Bart it’s so quirky..
